aquariumaswalls

2012-01-09T00:09:00.017+08:00

WHAT A TRIP!!

" i am given everything, but what have i done? "

2011-12-25T23:14:00.003+08:00

okay, post from china, its realy nice here. ahah, super slow progress on my project. it has been exactly 2 weeks since i got here. its freezing... but i like. haha.
went to shanghai on the 24th till the 25th with my dad, had drinks with my dad while christmas day approaches, we left the bar at 1am and i slept at like 3+ cause i tried to skype with the servers at the party in singapore. ahha. oaky theres lab tomorrow. im going to sleep now. night all ! will update more with pictures soon!

2011-11-29T22:17:00.003+08:00

end of internship. what a fruitful 3 months at Hamilton Sundstrand. valuable things picked up. priceless i must say, things that you'll never learn unless you go through it. i miss the food, the people & im surprised at the number of friends i made there! thanks to Joy, Elaine, Mei Chen, Boon Beng and of course Shirley for being so welcoming and helpful :')

and then BAM, comes monday and im thrown straight into FYP. :( my labs at s449. dont know how im going to get through this. but i know i will, with flying colours. also, im going to Suzhou, China from 12th dec till 7th jan for FYP! dont know to be excited or not. well... im already starting to hate FYP.

Today is medical day! made my way to commonwealth station and bused to CMPB @ depot road, the whole medical took like, 4 hours... urine, eyesight, blabla, the test that killed me was the freaking IQ one. =.= damn bloody long... my paper says im PES A L1 :)

watched immortals with Althea, it suckedddd please... haha, sat at marble slab and talked..

gonna REALLY get started with FYP tomorrow..

"Lord, You've seen me through all the setbacks & obstacles in my life..look not on my sins but on my faith in You and Your Promises..see me through my FYP" -Glenn

haha

2011-10-31T23:19:00.008+08:00

plus the level 30 chicken wings!! craziest few days ever. haha

2011-10-24T22:54:00.006+08:00

OKAY how time flies. i've done my first blood donation like finally!!

Its a blood drive held at my internship place. they used the gym. Yeah, so it wasnt as bad as i thought, it was my mind playing shit on me, i was trembling and ultra tensed up when the first jab came, and i swear i didnt feel nothing on the huge needle!! like " it went in already" ? haha crazy&good first experience. PHEWWW...

the weekends were fun, did kayaking with my sis, kudos to her for hunting down that great deal. (: shopped a little, and then had katherine to come down to use her expertise to kick start the balcony thingy for me. haha, we spent more time talking cock then really doing work.

on sunday, sad to see France lose to the all blacks in the world cup, it was so close!! 7-8 !! ON TOP OF THAT, needless to say, the game at old trafford, what a dissapointment! but my dad had something to gain from it. haaaha, 1-6 was the score and uh huh, it is AOS!

went to ajisen ramen @ CWP in the afternoon with my family.. i feel that the new B1 of CWP is too crammed! tons of new shops but so little space to walk! spent more time avoiding people then looking around.

the last ACG session is tomorrow. and then im going fishing with bernard, audrey, amanda, andrew! and then a PH! whoo !

To the good times! <3

2011-10-16T22:21:00.004+08:00

Another weekend that zoomed right past me..

Saturday was Amp advance, a session that i felt pretty left out, didnt know who to stick with or so. it wasnt really meant for me because i am not serving! plus i wasnt feeling very good. bit of blocked nose and sore throat and my head felt very heavy! well, went through with it, and i want to thank iggy for giving me the book that he highly recommend. :D after amp advance they had a frisbee game! kai xuan is really good... like his throws are like, PRECISE man... after that, i stayed back to play soccer with some old uncles at CSC, i was expecting like a lot of them to turn up, but in the end only like 5 adults came. =.= i knew no one, the rest of amp all left to attend mass, and some went home. felt abit out of place, again.... anyways after that the uncle send me home, hahaa YA I KNOW RIGHT he was preaching the whole journey... and then i had sean's 21st birthday party in church at night.again i didnt really enjoy myself cause i wasnt feeling so good. crashed early and attended 9.15am mass on sunday. registered for the St Anthony's street challenge ( soccer ) on the 7th of Nov. haha cant wait to play some serious soccer!! in the afternoon, headed over to Singapore Sports School to catch IVP with the NYP swim team, HOLY SHIT the swimmers are IMBAAAA. like you have no idea... freaking 23.08 for a 50m freestyle !!! dunno what they eat man, NUS are like the powerhouse of swimming, tsktsk.. then had dinner at uncle's place with relatives.

im exactly halfway through my internship. 6 weeks left. last day is on the 25th nov!!

cant wait for katherine to come over and kickstart the makeover for my blacony :D

okay, gonna sleep. goodnight <3

to be comfortable with being uncomfortable.

2011-10-10T13:08:00.002+08:00

Okay i took MC today, didnt go to work. What a waste of money.
then i realised how i felt i needed to control my life like yknow? saw so many sad and unhappy with life faces, i just felt so shitty all of a sudden. like how i wont be able to do what i love when i grow up. to be stuck in something i dont like, i mean we live life once you know?!? wouldnt it be sad and wasted if we did something we didnt like at all, to drag our butts every damn day to a place we dont want to be? the thought of that just makes me, UGH ticked off. i cannot dont do anything about this.. i know im over reacting or some sort and people still say im still young and stuff blabla, but i know people who knows what they want to do when they grow up!! like already! okay i should stop ranting. no matter how much i rant no one will know exactly how i feel, :/ well. okay, it'll get better. its all in the mind nigga!

Remembering that i am going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking i have something to lose.

2011-09-26T22:18:00.002+08:00

what a week it has been!! its

finally done with this huge task given to me by joy at Hamilton Sundstrand. phew, well almost. just left with some that i cant put the process ID. shrugs...

anywayyyy. IM GOING FOR ALL TIME LOW !! together with tpl and belle. :) on the 6th!

also i want to thank god for giving me the chance to go to another department of the company to explore & experience!! today, joy told me that she has good news and said that she spoke to shirley ( the materials manager )about me going to another department to try my hands on some other things. and that shirley said okay, so im actually moving from the "planning" department to "traffic" department! whoo hooo..

what else...er... ohya my sis got a neat underwater camera today. like only $150!?! tried it out right away. haha. but it wasnt very nice, so i shant upload it here.

yesterady i skype-ed with Ali from the UK. hahah, he's doing fine man.. no problemo! hope he score with some decent clubs man...

okay time to sleep!! god im getting fat.

2011-09-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

okay today i first time late for IAP. :/

it was after DIVE retreat and an epic man utd vs chelsea match was on !! too much to handle!
woke up at 7.45am instead of the usual 6am. i tell you most solemnly...
but alls good.

haha, wanted to post about dive but no time uh.. later or smth when the pictures arrive!

this week, ACG wildcard! Bruce's BBQ! Flea? Kayaking??

okay gtg, not gonna be late again.

2011-09-13T16:31:00.002+08:00

ooooh. im blogging this from the office! they didnt block blogger!

what a day......... :/

2011-09-05T22:50:00.003+08:00

First day of internship! ( Hamilton Sundstrand Aerospace @ Bedok )

the journey is crazy man seriously, takes about 1hr and 15mins to get there..when i first got there, i thought i was the the earliest, little did i know that everyone else is already in training room waiting!! i reached at like 8am sharp lor! hmph.. anyways.. i only recognise ONE fella, suwandy from NYP, played soccer with him once in school. ha

first day was fine, thank god for eileen and joy. two patient and caring ladies from the core planning dept, they helped me to get started and everything. gave me things to do and ensure everything's fine! it was long and draggy no doubt.. but nice to get exposed to certain things i see around.. ohya, and i have to wear safety boots and safety glasses when i enter the floor area of the building, other than that, most of the time im sitting in the small cubicle like office. i'll try to take pictures of it soon, dont worry i have 3 months. hehe

it was only my first day and i got the chance to attend this stand up meeting with the planning department. hhaha how cool is that! imagine in an office with the baus and like about 15 of us standing around in the office. light atmosphere i have to say!

for lunch, they have a cafeteria there not bad not bad... ate with the other 3 interns from NYP and SP. i end work at like 5.20pm everday. today i took 168 back with danker. had cheese shaker fries. not that great.

i won the slap bet biatch! haha

2011-09-01T00:46:00.012+08:00

ok just a continued post... haa, on thurs 25th, these bunch of people surprised me at my place, how sweet! i thought we were just going for a simple dinner. turns out they had something planned for us! ( jared and i ) nana made lemon meringue pie. awesome..!! stayed up till about 3am in the morning, and i have a paper on the next day... at 4pm so not so bad. anyways it was sweet of them, ahha too sweet i couldnt handle <3 thanks guys !

more pictures from the dive! <3 <3 <3

night diving!! my very first time..

thank you dimas and gang for the wishes and fun!

and at night when everyone's asleep... jared, shirleen, soon lai and i, trying to catch as many sotongs as we can. hahaa

i caught the largest one. hehe

and today... i went to school and i got the news that im interning for Hamilton Sundstrand Pacific Aerospace Pte Ltd. its all the way at bedok! thank god i have a straight bus, time to get a proper music player and plug in. haha, cant wait !

"Valuable dent" (:

TO THE GOOD TIMES!!

2011-08-29T23:13:00.003+08:00

whooo cant wait to share the experiences of diving!

so glad i went for the trip, dimas and gang celebrated my birthday with me! haha, i received a ilumenox focus torch from dimas! thank you! and also very thoughtful of him to order a cake for jared and i.. we did 7 dives in total, including one night dive. my very first time!! it was scary to be diving in total darkness, but thankfully each person had a torch.. had fun, seriously. thank god i never had a thing with sea sickness! felt really sad for stanley and some others who vomitted repeatedly.. anyways, overall we had tons of fun and im glad and blessed to spend my birthday in the middle of the ocean!! ohya, i lost my wallet on the trip too :(
and also my trunks, like seriously!! how the hell do i lose trunks man!!!! ugh...
this week, i have tons to accomplish, on the 5th, it'll be the start of my attachment and then i wont have as much time as i have now!

i've also been asked by edwin and vincent to go for this retreat held by fr william so that i can become a ACGL. im like wow... haha, arent they scared i go late for every ACG meeting!! well i said yes to them. thank you father!!

this is one of the many things i saw during the trip. and yes its really taken by one of us (:

CIAO! <3

2011-08-20T23:56:00.003+08:00

just 6 more days till diving and my 19th birthday! it means im still 18, DAMN I feel young. haha.. just got the news like couple of mins ago that jared's mom bought me this cool bag for me. haha, thanks aunt joanna!

so far studying has been okay, confident for my first paper but not very excited for my second.

just yesterday, nana almost died. AHAH, no la kidding, she had this major pain dunno where and she was crying on the phone to kim. plan was to have KFC with nana so i left the library ( i couldnt focus ) bought KFC and had it at nana's together with kim. awww.. had some serious laughs there hahah.. good time, doubt i'll have so much spare time in the future. guess better time management is the solution !!

haha, what a week..

2011-08-18T00:11:00.001+08:00

dont just kuku sit down and wallow in self pity. go and find out laaaaaa. like research, ask people. think about what you would like to do in the future.

<3

2011-08-09T02:38:00.003+08:00

what a monday, mad rush in school, to finish work, i tell you most solemnly... gave the deposit for the china trip too! came home, had dinner with mom and sis, and then suddenly recieved the news that there is soccer! hahaa i had no proper shoes left so i played with toms with socks. haha. felt so light i swear i could run faster.

after soccer, ate again. sat up and talked with Ray, Ben, Ant, my sis and i. forever laughing with them around, be it soccer or what, i feel open and bare when im with them, like, nothing to hide, can totally be myself. ahh how nice.

on the 11th ( thurs ) i have common test, then one week of study break, followed by exams on the 25th and 26th, then DIVING!! will be celebrating our ( J and i ) bdays on the ship (:

and there goes the last bit of module in the poly years...

2011-08-04T01:16:00.001+08:00

2011-08-01T23:46:00.001+08:00

today sucked. had no life in me whatsoever. felt super motionless and dead.

lost lecture notes, and the test is on thurs. well done on that keep it up uh...
lost googles during stupid training, like how is that even possible right!!! training i was dying to even keep up..

:/
tomorrows a new day.

2011-07-31T23:54:00.011+08:00

<3 Thank you!

2011-07-28T23:28:00.005+08:00

good day today, had gong cha thanks to yenton, peach red tea was it? cant rmb. crazy 80% sugar !! got a couple of things done, but still got CT and EXAMS to endure before attachment starts on 5 sept. ugh... attended mass at novena with nicole and then dinner. didnt really enjoy the korean food, well, it was something new. haha

haha, on wed i had lunch with bro jov and guess what, we both forgot to say grace before the meal, i was eating halfway when i realised. hhaha funny moment! of all people he forgot.

" mistakes are there to remind us that we're still human "

i still cant straighten both my hands after training on monday... i look damn toot man.

canada trip with bro jov after poly?

after im done kicking ass here!!

night!

2011-07-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

open the eyes of my heart lord
open the eyes of my heart
i want to see you
i want to see you~

2011-07-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

found this on lynn's post. meaningful...

"cos going into marriage mean trusting this guy/male/man with our lives.. trusting that he wouldn’t hurt us, cheat on us, or leave us and our children for dead. trusting that he will love, care, respect, honor us even when we are tires, sick or dying. thats a whole lot of trust to put in this species of homosapiens"

deep thought on that one...

anyways, i had fun on raymond's birthday, and also on sunday, the last game of the league. haha. so what if we're last... we're happy... :D
went to school today for nothing, no lessons, instead stayed in school and did some changes in the stupid timothy slides. ugh, getting on my nerves... and went back to training after a freaking long time.. haha, felt damn good..

i so have to focus for the coming one month !!

its gonna be AWESOME! thank you!

2011-07-22T17:29:00.002+08:00

oh no its not happening again.. pleaseeeee go awayyyyyyyyy.. it all started from mass at nativity..

gonna follow my heart, it'll take awhile before anything happens.

cant wait for soccer to start so i can play and not think about things.. meantime im gonna nap.

2011-07-21T00:20:00.001+08:00

2011-07-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

the last weekend was pretty cool, played soccer with long lost bro leslie. haha, he has gotten better! it was raining on fri evening but we still carried on with a wet floor, haha. seriously hoping the friday's soccer wont stop!! i have been with them since like primary school la.. god... haha, so much have changed !

sat was pretty boring, didnt do much in the day, but had mitt's farewell party at night. saw diving people there and submitted my things to dimas ( my dive teacher ). after that, cabbed home, then rushed to nicole's place to give her the teddy. haha. what a night it turned out to be! somehow i ended up chopping veggies at lynn's place. thats the last thing i expected myself to be doing that night. haha reached home pretty late.

sunday i had a soccer match against bobochacha FC. hhaah. and highlight of that game was my goal. ha! drew 3-3 (:
attended 6pm, had dinner with uncle edmund together with my mom, woah, uncle edmund is 97 years old! O.O

today, found out i did pretty good for ICA1 of human factors, 15% of module. (: hi5 jon. after school, picked my sis up from the airport, she came back from bangkok! almost got lost driving home. she bought me 2 nice T's. thanks! other than that, its a boring and unproductive day. feel like going back to polo training... :/

this week is going to be kick-ass!

2011-07-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

today is like a sine wave like up then down then up then down then up and on it goes..
happy then moody, then happy, then moody, then happy, then moody. UGH
today my sis went to bangkok with QH,Zak, Regina and Bf. couldnt send her off. had school.

after schl did proj with glenn, ate at koufu, met lynn in NYP, sent glenn home, chilled with lynn and had quite a talk..haha, +ve and -ve thoughts on that one..

went over to nana's to have macaroni and cheese. OMG HEAVENLYYYYYY... also glad to see all of them. <3

mad a major rush for my mom, in the end i failed so badly.. SIGH. think i dissapointed her like crazy. once again, i need to manage my time and energy and focus !

okay thats all, tomorrow will be AWESOME !! soccer with leslie, welcome back bro!

night all! i still love nana's macaroni and cheese.

2011-07-12T21:40:00.003+08:00

i thought i cleared up quite a bit of work before the diving trip and only after 2 days of school and my to-do-list is starting to form a queue :/

anyway, diving was awesome beyond words.

i dont have the mood to elaborate here.

have so much to do. so little time, plus i have been skipping training which i really dont wish to skip, but i always have something on! UGH i need to start to treasure/plan my time! UGH

ok deep breath, deep breath :( its gonna be okay..

2011-07-07T20:06:00.010+08:00

Ohman. i have so many things to rush! really cant wait for tomorrow evening to arrive.. for the past few days i have been doing quite abit of work, with reference to my usual days, yes its quite abit of work. hhaaha.

this week i went to old airport road for the best tauhuey in singapore, probably in the world too. hehe.

on that tauhuey day ( 5th, tues ) i played soccer after school and i was kinda late in meeting up with lynn. ahha, but god made that happen so we didnt have to wait so long for nicole. ( i didnt know she was coming !! ) anyways, cabbed there and had dinner there, the queue was pretty long, and i managed to buy a 2nd time just because this auntie liked me and i was allowed to cut queue! haha, i had prawn mee for dinner and then trained home.

today, did work as usual after school with cheris and jing ning, this timothy NG ah last warning... sent nicole home and was supposed to go attend mass, but slept. UGH.

for the coming weekend, i'll be in malaysia pulau tioman to dive, i'll be stuck on a boat for like 2nights. ahaha, with jared and a whole gang from Ngee Ann Poly. so i'll be missing the match against underboys at bowen sec. i plan to attend mass tmr morning cause i'll be missing mass during the weekend.

this will happen to me sooner or later if i continue diving! hehe

CIAO~

2011-07-03T09:31:00.003+08:00

hi all,hehe i love sunday mornings.

yesterday was amplify's afternoon welcome tea. er it was pretty ok haha, except for the fact that i felt bit warm and all sweaty which wasnt very good, so i didnt move around much or anything of that sort, haha. i wrote my name down for eden cafe. but dont think i can commit much time there. :/ ohwells. i met keith, antaeus, marius there, and some faces i rmb from awaken. following the welcome tea was the transformers movie, the WHOLE theatre was booked by us. haah, how cool is that !! i sat together with the birthday girl, lynn long. aww she saved a seat..

nicole was supposed to come after the movie to present the cake to lynn but she was late and lynn, halfway through the movie, told me she has to go off early, im like UH-OH. anyway plan failed and in the end nicole and i went to find lynn at holland V. with the cake. haha. love having frolick there. what a saturday!!

i have a soccer match later at 11am at bowen secondary school. then lunch at AMK hub pepper lunch with family. then i'll be attending 6pm mass. then dinner at my grandma's place. what a sunday.

school "starts" tomorrow.. Its GONNA BE AWESOME!

2011-06-30T10:58:00.002+08:00

WHAT UP! common tests are over. yesterday was the last paper. whoo hoo. after i reached home, did some housework.. and the highlight of yesterday is that i have an addition to my fish tank. a new family member... the rainbow snakehead!

set me back by $15 haha, damn.

no school today and friday. ohman, im growing fat..

2011-06-26T23:58:00.002+08:00

this could prolly be one of the coolest weekend i've ever had !!

Saturday - i had AWAKEN follow up. so so sooo glad to see good ol' faces. haha. the follow up ends at about 5pm, had a little bit of food, and then attended mass at Church of Nativity, supposedly with bro jov, but i was a little bit late, in the end, Lynn, Corrine, Nicole and i rushed into mass just nice during the entrance hymm. i was perspiring like crazy.. father's voice sounded like optimus prime. baaahaha. after mass, met up with bro jovita, had a little talk in a group. then i headed to the adoration room with Nicole in CSC while bro jovita had meeting, in the ador room i read the book of sirach. nicole was scribbling. after ador nicole and i sat at St Joseph pavillon and chat. hahaa anyways, after everything, bro jovita and i headed to nana's for the party.. whhooo hoo. after the party toned down a little, i sent bro jov and together with my mom, back to nativity, the 3 of us sat down in the ador room for while. before heading home.. also i had my very first parking ticket from the infamous group of " you know who " ahaha.. $30. :/

Today - i had basic diving lessons at SAFRA mount faber. started at 9am all the way till i think, 5 ish? it was so good...... had fun with jared and shirleen and the others there...the peace you experience underwater. tsk tsk tsk. CANT WAIT FOR THE DIVING TRIP !! had Burger king and Domino's for dinner. insane!

cant wait to fall into deep sleep. night all ! <3

2011-06-24T03:40:00.001+08:00

just had a HTHT with my mom, from prolly 12plus till 3.30am...

i'll be so drained tomorrow..

goodnight :)

2011-06-22T23:41:00.001+08:00

ARGHHHHH !!

2011-06-19T00:37:00.003+08:00

Some people live life day by day. the amount of suffering they go through is intolerable.
i simply cannot believe how blessed i am.

Most of us dream of flawless beauty.. while some, dream of normalcy.

thank you. :'(

2011-06-18T03:42:00.002+08:00

Cool, i found this envelope somewhere in my cupboard, it says " sec 2 camp " im assuming its sec 2 confi camp? inside i found 2 letters, one from each parent.

28.8.06

Dear Marcus,

I guess that it is not too often that i get to write a note to you. How quickly 14 years have gone by, and you have grown to be a God fearing and responsible young man.
There are many traits in you that i secretly admired and actually wish i posses. First of all, you are pretty good looking ( i guess my gene play a part here ) , you have a big heart - full of generousity and kindness. The street smartness in you always impresses me. You seem to know your place wherever you are in any group or setting.
I always have this sense that you are destined for greatness once you choose what you want to do.
You know that i am truly proud to have a son and friend like you.
The sky is the limit, Buddy!

Love, Michael.

aww, :')

i'll type my mom's one another time. haha, its too late now. need to sleep.
night!

2011-06-15T23:59:00.008+08:00

OKAY, WHAT A RETREAT !!
this post is a total opposite of my previous one, with reference to how i feel towards Awaken.

okay i got there late, it was named " suay day " by danny,joseph and i . OUR taxi had a falt tyre can you believe it. anyways, got there 50mins behind time, hahah, quickly picked our bunk, and raced upstairs straight for praise and worship. and thank GOD i chose D3, bunch of amazing people there! <3

during the 4 days, i really let go of everything inside me, no worrying, not thinking of my school work and anything else, i really focused. met tons of people from all walks of life, some wanna be a lawyer, some teacher, some already living their dreams, all coming together just for one purpose. to know and glorify the holy trinity. i felt so bad, so ashamed of myself. sigh, also, within the course of 4 days, i cried like a baby, it started and was the worst during the 2nd night, when suddenly i heard " for the times i was angry at god " i swear i just broke down, it made me recall a time where i was extremely furious and blamed god for everything that happened, and _________________. i couldnt stop crying, couldnt stop. made a confession and i was given 10 hail mary's and 1 our father.

i also met AMAZING people, i cannot emphasize enough on this, the guys in my bunk D3 were the best, with avery, jeremiah, justin, glenn, joseph, eugenius... etc. my groupmates were awesome, grace and ben, so inspiring, the courage of Kai Xuan & Alex. the wisdom of Joel, Berenice, Rachel, Grace, the cuteness of Marissa, Rachel, Grace2, Berenice and of course Matilda and her unbelievably cute freckles! <3

i also attended 4 eucharists within the span of 4 days, thats a record! hhaaha. and most important of all, is that i have experienced god. not gna elaborate here. (:

the end of awaken was pretty sad but its the beginning of smth huge for all of us.

on tues... i was studying in civic's library, when omg i bumped into norfi and dulcie. i have not seen them in the longest time. surprisingly, i felt great and ready to talk to them, haah, at the same time, i was looking for someone to have lunch with, and in the end, i had macs with the two of them. ahhh, nice to hear from them again. <3

today, i did the same thing, studying in civics, but this time with kim and nana, at about 7pm, i left woodlands for yishun, met eugenius, douglas and joseph. haha, had a great time talking to them and i found out something about all of them. haha, esp eugenius. ^^

okay goodnight to all !!

2011-06-08T22:59:00.002+08:00

hi everyone, it has been a very busy first half of the week. completed multiple assignments within the span of 2-3 days. and major thanks to my group mates, Glenn, Jonathan, Michson for bringing forward the presentation date to tues for mr chua's assignment just for me. Awww.

this mad-rush of work, is caused by this " awaken " camp that i have to go. it lasts from tomorrow ( thurs ) all the way till the evening of sunday. following, i'm going to list down the things that i am going to miss out due to "awaken"

-St Anthony's Feast Day.
All the fun fair and games and activities buzzing on the tarmac of the church, on a sweet sweet sunday morning, ahh what fun...

-Soccer game at Bowen Secondary school.
Just when i thought i had improved and know what to do during the game, i have to give this one a miss...

-Presentation ( marychua )
A presentation of myself of significant weightage to my module. nah, no worries, im still gna get an A.

-Common Test Revision by Mr Phoa
a lesson where the lecturer gives, so called " HINTS " on the upcoming common test. looks like i have to rely on my friends for this one.

okay, thats about it. haha. ciao people, will be back on sunday.

2011-06-05T21:44:00.002+08:00

cant believe i have such a sister... only know how to ruin people. so freaking shallow.
hopeless...

2011-06-01T23:44:00.011+08:00

today was fun

in school i had tons of fun, i helped out, in the freshmen's orientation, helping the freshmen get to know their PEMs. i am in charge of the " mealworm " station. haha, GAME MASTER.... had to leave early as my dad came to pick me up for this boat cruise thingy at keppel at marina bay. together with my cousins, uncle, and sarah came too. (:

during school i had this HUGE water pistol fight, hahhaha, i kinda owned..
( pics of the water pistol fight to be up )

one of the more fun days in school :D

AWESOME.

2011-05-31T21:17:00.014+08:00

OKAY i wanna talk about the last weekend that i had. on friday, after school i came home, slept, woke up for soccer, this time i wasnt playing with the usual few, i joined glenn and his malay friends, jo and all, and michson also joined us. after that, michson came to my place at shower, we FB-ed a little while waiting for glenn and timothy to come and have supper at al-ameen together. after that michson crashed at my place cause we going aquarama at suntec city the next day. that night, i slept at 3plus. so obviously not enough sleep.. after auqarama, we ( my dad, sis, michson and i ) checked in at Marina Bay Sands. woahhhh.

really had fun there. cant put them down in words. haha. we also watched champions league final in the room. ahaha, michson and my dad almost won money, if only villa didnt score...

coincidentally, my sis bumped into our cousin at the skypark on sunday, O.O apparantly, they were also in MBS! got a call from my uncle and got invited up to his room, he has a friggin pool table in his room. woao.

after that, we left, headed home, changed up for a soccer match at woodgrove secondary school. against de christu, and finally we won our very first game, 4-1.

attended 6pm. had dinner at grandma's place.

now i feel sick, it started from saturday night. ugh...

tomorrow im going dinner with my cousins and all. cant wait.

2011-05-25T18:38:00.002+08:00

yesterday was stupid cause of the bloody chinese guy i was playing soccer with, bloody idiot... just you wait..

On a better note, today is my sister's graduation. i dressed up, skipped my last 45mins of lecture and went for the ceremony, nice. can already picture myself in it next year.

Today was pretty chilled out, had 1 hour of lesson, after that went to meet my parents at the NYP audi, the guys speech was extremely inspiring. the 6 factors that lead to success. actually what he said i already know, it just feels better when someone double-confirm it for me. haha after that, followed my sis around for a while.. took some shots and collected her diploma.. had some food at the lounge together with the family, and after that i was just trying my luck to ask my dad for the car and surprisingly he said "ok lah" (: so glenn, jonny and michson, my parents and i squeezed into the car, dropped my dad home and mom at sembawang, then we went to serangoon north to see a handful of pet shops, went to michson's place, chilled for awhile, headed out to get some food, chilled out, talked.. and then home.

after i reach home i K.Oed. woke up just in time for dinner.

this is the "result slip" that i got for TP. hahaaa.

This is awesome!!

2011-05-21T14:02:00.002+08:00

okay, let do a summary of this week, on monday was NAPFA test, i couldnt do more than 4 chin ups.. so most prolly i'll be going back for napfa training every monday. :/ after polo training after school, my dad and sis surprised me by picking me up from school, and he told me he wanted to go fishing, im like uh oh... i have to be at Nana's ASAP! hahhhaa, ohwell, in the end, i followed my dad and went to nana's place at about 3am.. i guess i dissapointed Nana and gang. haaha, sorry guys.

tues there wasnt school, i was dying due to the lack of sleep the day before and i still had to go over to my grandma's place for lunch, i felt so dead. like sleepwalking.

WED IS THE SPECIAL DAY. i had my traffic police test after school, and i PASSED!!! with 14 points. :D :D :D that really made my day. i was so bloody nervous, i swear... but it was all good. whooo hooo. feel like scanning the result and slip and putting it up here.

thurs, all i can remember is i came back from school , took a nap and overslept for training. UGH.

fri, had a presentation, had to put on formal attire. in the morning, my dad and i went to SSDC to offically get my license and i drove to school. ( dad drove back ) after school, went out with Jonathan, Michson, Glenn, Kenneth, Ashraf and Hans, headed to marina square, ate carls jr, played some arcade, watched pirates, the fountain of youth, 3D after that Ashraf and Hans left us, the remaining walked over to timbre and had drinks. i felt like a noob, first time i've ever been to timbre. not bad i should say... reached home at 2am++

THANK YOU ALL.

2011-05-15T22:26:00.005+08:00

yesterday ( sat ) i had my last driving lesson! i had driving at 10.30am. after that had lunch with my dad across the road from my place. ate till damn full. came home and fell asleep i guess.. after that, had dinner again with my dad at s-11, after that met nana, jared, shirleen and danker at woodgrove, i watched them have dinner cause i already had mine with my dad. after that, headed down to nana's place and had power talk time there, had malibu with pineapple juice, favourite! reached home at 2.30am.

today, is the match against underboyz. they're pretty good, we really could have won them but damn.. my dad said they were the better and more organized team. we lost 3-2 by the way. but i see the improvement in the team as a whole. thats the way man.

also, today i bought an alligator gar, ahha $13. its about 10cm long? my new best friend. :)

okay gtg, another week of AWESOME school !!

2011-05-11T20:53:00.003+08:00

What a week!

Sun - Went for soccer match at bowen secondary school, but i had a little more than enough for my breakfast, ( but i swear i felt fine ) so i puked halfway through the match, didnt feel very good after that and didnt put my 100% into the game, im sorry guys. wont happen again..

Mon - dragged my ass to training after school, was damn sleepy and lazy at first, but i never regret going for training! felt shiok after training, we all had S-11 near NYP. laugh like crazy, trained home after that.

Tues - played soccer after school with the the usual few, but this time em came down, was expecting gino as well, but he had school. was drained all the way again. had truckloads of fun, on the way home, i was walking pass the macdonalds at civic centre, i saw adilla crying, i was like, whaaat, so i walked over, and found out that it was about Ali, she said Ali was taken away by some malay dudes, im like ohno.. months back, Ali told me he got into a fight at woodlands mart, i saw him with bruises and all, so when i heard what adilla said, i asked abt that incident and she said it was the same guy, but this time accompanied by a whole group of people. she also added that it was only couple of mins ago damn.. so i told her i'll go look around, but i couldnt find him.. after a while, i got a call and adilla said ali's already at home.. so i went to find him and i found him with injuries to the forehead and lips and blablabla, what not. raimonster was with him and talking about what happened, sigh... went home and all together, he told us that he managed to run away from them and even left his slippers behind. hahaha. wtheck right. aiya, what a day..

Wed - School ends at 12pm today, so faith and i planned to go to the zoo, met at CCK at 1.10pm, took a straight bus there, phew it was sweltering hot! perspire like crazy, but it was all good. didnt have enough time to cover everything, haha, we bought a pair of this towel for sale, quite cool uh. but abit small for me. haha.

everyday is like a workout day. people have already been saying that i've grown bigger. yessa!

TO THE GOOD TIMES!

2011-05-07T01:17:00.017+08:00

Whooo, what a week. physical pain throughout the week, due to gym and polo training, feels good though, but not good at the same time, you know what i mean. also, a handful of people have been saying that i've became fatter. damn.. i look fine dont i??
those aside, nothing much have been happening, man utd lost to arsenal in the league to be hovering dangerously close to 2nd place chelsea. i've been into 3rd week of school. i've met althea in school and her " Very cute friend " turns out to be someone i already know. =.= haha, i thought too much la.

A week back, i went to indonesia with 8 others Joel, Benedict, Raymond, Desmond, Sean, Bernard, Anthony, Jeremy we went to visit kawal kelong, it lasted for 3days 2nights. it was great. the food was fantastic, service was even better and unlimited cups of teh-O was the ultimate, guess that was what made me fall sick. now im currently nursing a sore throat and blocked nose. ugh. anyways it was truckloads of fun. <3

okay, that kinda sums up this week. TO ALL THE GOOD TIMES!!

2011-04-19T23:28:00.003+08:00

today is the 2nd day of school, so far so good, nothing much happening. cant believe im in year 3.
next is army and then time to fly man. nah, not looking forward to it.

anyways.. i went for training like the the first time since my ear infection. that was like a month ago. was expecting myself to struggle but it wasnt so bad.

tomorrow is club crawl. cant wait to meet & see new people.

just an hour ago after dinner, my idiotic sister was driving back and she just took things for granted, like seriously, does she need to get into an accident to realise that its serious. and then she got angry when my dad corrected her mistakes, whats more she talked back to my dad, in the GL tone. deserve it fully for being fucked. seriously dont know what to say of her and her attitude. shes that kind that goes

me : eh when turning right must keep to your own lane!

she : " SO?! also got no car! "

like what kind of attitude is that man seriously, and thats only a bit of what she is. cant believe it. talking about attitude and discipline, i thank my mom for forcing me to join the altar boys when i was in P1. i swear it helped me alot, if not i prolly be as ______ as my sister. URGHH

my traffic police test is on the 18th of may ( wed ) cant wait.
other than that, nothing much's happening. :/

night. how fun.

2011-04-13T20:47:00.002+08:00

enjoyed "bucket list" with my sis and lexine at home. good movie.

stephanie bought it for us, supposed to watch it together with her but i cannot hold it any longer! hahhaha sorry ! eugene came over as well, but he watched dear john on the Ipad in my room.

i dont feel so good today. runny nose the whole day. argh. too many late nights i guess. sleeping at 5am almost every night. or shld i say morning. haha. tonight, or shld i say tmr morning, is spurs vs real madrid. COME ON YOU SPURS! 4-0!

2011-04-12T01:30:00.006+08:00

Today(monday) i went out with Jared, Katrina, Nana and some others from jared's OBS. we played bowling at bukit batok, after that headed down to CWP for dinner and watched the movie " Limitless " after watching that movie, i feel inspired to be like that guy, in fact, we all should be like that guy but of course without the NZT-48. sigh. anyways, it was fun, chilled at Nana's place after that, had supper and took the bus home. hahah, our ( my sis and i ) glory days are over, meaning my mom and dad's back home now, so no usage of the car anytime and anywhere we want. hahah. but it was fun while it lasted, right guys? ^^ one week of holidays left :)

2011-04-07T17:50:00.004+08:00

:D yesterday was my sister's 20th birthday. we went out and have fun together. joined by eugene and lexine after our lunch at upper thomson road. we did so many things, and we also had the car for the whole day. shiok! reached home late, mom angry as usual. actually it was our fault, we didnt inform her. anyways i was a good day. ^^

so school's gonna start soon. 6 weeks have just zoom-ed pass like that! im year 3 already!

the chalet with althea was awesome. made lots of friends uh. haha desire and michelle was there too.

what else, ohya, im also damn proud of my cards ( Match Attax ) collection. haha its $1.5 per pack, i dont know why, but im still very into it, i even have an album to display it nicely. ^^ the little things that makes me happy. haha

spurs lost 4-0 to real madrid in the champions league. thanks la crouch.

what a week, im going fishing with ben and kenneth now :D

2011-03-23T12:26:00.003+08:00

Finally, i got myself a spurs jersey. I'm lovin it! yesterday, i walked around town with my sis, i collected my laptop parts, collected some blu-ray 3D dvds and of course, went to hunt for this.

set me back by $80. not quite bad i suppose :D

on another note, regarding to my right ear, its about 80% healed, still able to feel some uneasy-ness once in a while. most probably i'll be going back to training tomorrow. hopefully.

as for the holidays ( which is zooming by ) i feel i wasted tons of time, didnt do much. sigh i hate this feeling.

today, is liane's birthday :/ i did something last night, ( it was pass 12) i felt i should have done but at the same time shouldnt have done. i asked her out. again, and this time i didnt wait for her to not reply me, i kinda " forced " her to reply, hhaha, she said " hey marcus, its gonna be a no. im sorry. " damn! what was i expecting? SIGH. :/

yesterday was also my first day working at BROTH, its neat! think im gonna like it there, just that its a little far for me, all the way to tanjong pagar is no joke! and i already broke a red wine glass.

i have 3 more practical lessons before i can book my long awaited traffic police test! hopefully i will be able to drive by may!

come on, its no big deal!

2011-03-22T12:07:00.004+08:00

okay im up early in the morning( okay not very early but it feels early to me ) to check my results online. i was expecting a pleasant surprise but no it didnt come and to make things worse, i think i didnt even improve a little. bummer...

i really expected myself to do loads better. kenneth said i was complacent after i did well for my common tests. damn... was i? what to do, the only thing i can do now is move on and work harder the coming sem.

sigh.. what a way to start my day. its cool and windy outside. and later tonight i will be down at BROTH, first day there. ITS GONNA BE AWESOME!

2011-03-12T01:29:00.002+08:00

Today ( friday ) is the first unproductive day of my holidays. i dont know why, tried swimming but no mood. went for driving lesson also like half paying attention. then i thought okay, soccer would be something that i would enjoy doing today. but no i wasnt in the right frame of mind and i wasnt playing properly. :/ now i feel hungry. i want food now. only my mom's at home, sis is out enjoying her last few days with the poly mates. dad i have no idea where. what, CASINO AGAIN?!?? better not be. sigh.... mom's asleep, and im typing on the balcony and the only thing giving me some company is my nice lil fishtank. maybe i should create a facebook account for them?

i dont know. dont know why i feel this way. but one things for sure, its not gonna stay for long. there are so many things i wanna do. sigh...

i just called JTJL out for supper, she agreed. :D

Always remember marcus, "Perfect is Boring, Unique Human is Beautiful"

ciao, food here i come.

2011-03-08T22:52:00.008+08:00

HOWS IT PEOPLE?

it has been a little more than a week since the start of my short 6 weeks vacation.

kenneth has already started attachment. ( thales )

i've finally tried bottle tree fishing. wasnt very good, maybe the problem was the place we were at. only got a small ( 1.5kg ) walking catfish. thats all.

also, like few days back i watched " no strings attached " hahaha, what a great great idea, i watched it with althea, her mom and cousin.

the other highlights are brenda's farewell dinner, shes going away for 5months to shanghai for internship. haaha, cant imagine her conversing in chinese.

also A level results came out recently, among everyone i know. TPL did the best man. well done!

im seriously thinking of getting a bird at home, but its like around $100 :/ we'll see how ah. hopefully possible.

:')

2011-02-26T00:23:00.004+08:00

HEY GUYS. what a great friday.

today was my 2nd last paper, one more paper on monday and once again, free time on my hands! i doubt i'll score for math, was struggling through section B, section A was a breeze macam kachang putih man. haha, hopefully can scrape through and overall get an A. hopefully. :/

today i chilled at glenn's playing XBOX fifa 2011 ( i did not win a single game ), and soccer with the usuals after that at around 7pm.

it wasnt so usual after all, considering the fact that ali, glenn, jonathan and michson came down to join us. we were there early, so we played inside ( court ) and WELL DONE to us man! like underdogs uh. haha. power!

this weekend is reserved for studying my last examinable module, electronic circuits & systems. ends at 2.30pm on monday. time to fly man i tell you. so many things planned up. cant wait!

2011-02-15T13:59:00.003+08:00

hi all, i have no school this week ! just pure studying at home and the first paper that i'll be having is on the 21st. the whole exam ends on the 28th and i'll be a free bird !

studying is really not fun, at all, but no choice. haha, gotta suck it up and do it.

i have recently been addicted to this show named " BREAKOUT " First caught it at nana's place. now im hooked on it. watched 3 shows on youtube already. it shows how prisoners manage to breakout of jail even in the maxinum security facility. its so crazy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=plcKBK2e2ws <---- Nuno Pontes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8AxzfCKcTM <---- Timothy Vail

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ijActXx3z34 <---- Quawntay Adams

the links are only part 1 of each episode. go ahead and continue part 2 and 3 yourselves. cool shit man.

ciao, time to study.

2011-02-02T13:19:00.004+08:00

hi guys, once again, i'll be going to malaysia for CNY, sorry wont be able to go to bernard's place, nor amanda's place, nor lily soh's place, but but, on the 13th, my place open house. my mom's DM group is also invited. its a sunday uh, so yeah. :)

i'll be leaving for malaysia in a few hours time. cant believe i'll be missing out on so many things. actually kinda got used to it uh. every CNY will dissapear from singapore.

yesterday was the last day of school for the week. i did a " angel of death " shoot by daniel ng. was kinda fun. next i'll be doing it for junda and gekhan! whoo hoo. cant wait. after school, went to my cousin's place for dinner. ( dad's only bro ).

theres so many things coming up, on monday is alan sim's presentation.

then theres common test and then exams. ohgod. i really really cant wait for the next 3 weeks to be over. MY HOLIDAYS START ON THE 28th OF FEB! i'll be YEAR 3 HELL YEAH!!!

this is for you andrea, see you in 11months? :D

2011-01-30T23:49:00.003+08:00

Dear future marcus.............

this post is dedicated to youknowwho. hopefully your dream did come true. OR you got someone better! but just to let you know, your past marcus is head over heels for her. SERIOUSLY.

):)

2011-01-24T23:45:00.008+08:00

chinese new year is coming. very soon. love it. esp the gambling and food and meeting up with never before seen relatives. wheee. below are some of the pics from last year's CNY. in taiping, perak. :D i think we're going back there again this year. its like a tradition... i guess..my grandparents ( mom's side) place.

at the prawn farm, owned by my grandfather( middle ) my mom's the one pointing.

just arrived after a ultra long car ride.cool fireworks, i still have some left overs at home now. hahha smuggled it back. ^^

i just got back from polo training, not bad not bad, gave myself a pat on the back for it. baahah. swam so much, i think i've never swam this much in my life before. im amazed by some of the swimmers la, so fast and smooth. dayuum....

tomorrow im gonna meet timothy loh yu. Bday boy!

2011-01-20T23:22:00.006+08:00

today i start school at 8am, cost accounting, then from 10am till 1pm, i had no lesson, so hans, jonathan, kenneth, michson and i went to bottle tree and tried the toman pond. 1hr for $25. expensive, i know. but shiok. overall it was quite slow and total only kenneth and i caught one each. but it was quite an experience.

so it was extremely hot, and i was sweating like mad. then we chiong-ed back to school for lessons and then after school i had training, now im feeling tired/ satisfied and ready for some kickass deep sleep. AHHHHH.

2011-01-11T23:50:00.002+08:00

WHADUP,

today i started the day early. i had driving lessons at 8.15AM. means i had to be up by 7am. on the way to ssdc i met yihua. haha, wahbiang she talk damn loud! haha lesson was okay. though im still stalling.

school started at 12 i was in the lecture hall by 11am. Arief was the first dude i met and we ate together before lesson started. i slacked abit with my sis and her group of friends and after school, i headed down to CCK to meet desmond raymond anthony bernard joel amanda and audrey. we had jap food buffet at keat hong and O.M.G we severely over ordered. ugh i still feel the gelak-ness in me. but it was great talk and fun. it feels as though i've done very little today but i have no idea why im so sleepy!

i really feel for those who didnt do as well as they expected for O's
and on a brighter note, liane replied me :) she had 11 points for her l1r5. wow

i love my new layout for my blog. ^^

okay beauty sleep!

2011-01-08T02:01:00.003+08:00

hi. :D

okay, i really have no time to post nowadays so im happy when i actually do have time to do so.

i still cant get over that fact that its 2011.

okay, highlights are..... i have already started taking driving practical lessons. haha, thang god i took manual instead of auto, manual is harder and at the same time more fun. i have no idea how long more before i can take the feared TP.

my sis passed her TP already! ^^

i have also started to have a formspring. just for fun, it was created by althea for me. and i have no idea why all of a sudden shes not talking to me. :/ ohwell.

i also found out recently that lisa pereira likes me, it was a damn weird way of finding out. haha. shes damn brave i have to say.

tomorrow i'll be celebrating my nephew's birthday! 1st bday i think?

and in the PM i'll be at Anthony's bday chalet. haahh, we all know whats gonna happen there. dont we. *winks

so far i've gotten all A's for my common test. no big deal really i didnt do much, and its only 20% of overall grade.

i just realised im very very blessed. the fact that i have goldfish memory. its a good thing you know! ^^

2011 IS MY YEAR !!!

2010-12-31T19:35:00.002+08:00

woah, where did time go?

its 2011 so soon.

within 2010.....

i've caught a 3kilo snakehead & 4kilo grouper, i've lighted a huge lantern together with my friends. i've started to learn how to drive, i've grown to be more reponsible, i've learnt how to enjoy life and have fun, i've been crazy for a girl i dont even know, i've grown closer to my dad, i've not made enemies, i've broken my leg, i've a formspring, i've learnt new things about my friends, i've finally drank a shot, i've eaten a barracuda, i've learnt how to play poker, i've learnt how to bet on horses at turf club, i've been to a club,i've been to disneyland, i've started prawning, i've started keeping my hair short, i've celebrated my 18th birthday, this list will last for ever la.

i cant wait to know what i'll be doing in 2011 HELL YEAH!!!!

2010-12-28T01:41:00.002+08:00

its times like this i feel like giving my sister a fucking punch in her disgusting face.

one day she will live to regret what she did towards my mom.
one day she will hate herself for doing this.
she just loves to make my mom anything but happy.
its like she enjoys it.
after that, can happily enjoy eating her fucking DONUTS. still got the cheek to ask me if i want some. what the hell is her problem! after making my mom cry, can happily facebook and eat donuts. " want some? " WHAT THE FUCK???

i feel like just slapping her face so hard she just wakes up la. when the hell is she going to wake up her bloody idea.

only know how to enjoy, and enjoy, and enjoy. do that BARE MINIMUM for this house. taking everything for granted.

she seriously disgusts me.

2010-12-15T19:02:00.002+08:00

peaches and family is gone. )': today afternoon. hope to see you guys soon.

tomorrows paper is radio communication and the day after that, tan lay sze. i CANNOT wait.

byebye. going to study now.

2010-12-13T20:43:00.003+08:00

Today is the first of the 5 papers im gonna take this week. Today i also collected my passport from ICA at like 10am. headache man, slept in the train with my mouth wide open.

and yesterday, i attended 6pm mass, after that, the usual and i went to auntie anne's wake, at SMOTA. its one of the rare few occasions where the person lying inside the coffin is someone whom i have spoken to before. ):

anyway, i cant wait for this week to be over, i'll be going to phuket on FRIDAAY!~

and, and, and this picture is ULTRA FUNNY. this is brenda and she looks like shes in pain. HAHHAHAHA.

2010-12-11T17:44:00.001+08:00

‎" Perfect is Boring, Unique Human is Beautiful."

2010-12-05T19:42:00.003+08:00

i did something really wrong, i am so scared, scared isnt the word, petrified is.
i am running away, from people and all. and all of a sudden i thought of my mom and dad, i thought to myself, why on earth did i do that? i feel like i could die. and then suddenly i woke up. still feeling the heaviness in me... it took about like 5mins to realise it wasnt real. i was happy beyond words. thank god.

2010-12-04T10:44:00.002+08:00

hi all, its been so long since i last blogged, cant really remembered what happened.

okay er, the few things that has been going through my mind these few days are... that my common tests are bloody 1 week away! and shooting the video for zak's fyp together with hannah is so unforgettable, haha, cant wait to see the final product. also, yesterday was my mom's company family dinner. ahhaha, wtheck they only have 6 tables. i was expecting like more? haha anyway the theme was "back to school" and i wore the whole of my assumption english school uniform together with the tie. i think i look great in it. hahaa. i really miss the old days where i dont have to think of what to wear when i go to school. ): also, A levels are finally overrr. all my stressed out sec sch friends who went to JC are finally able to lepak. and tonight theres a BBQ planned by TPL! whoo hoo. okay im sorry there are no pictures again.

2010-11-24T23:38:00.002+08:00

hi, today i went to pulau tekong with my school to look see look see. hahaa, pretty fun, learnt things. had to take a ferry to the island and while on the ferry we spotted a group of dolphins! hahah, i wasnt sure what kind of dolphin it was, but.. ohwell. good enough, one of them looked pinkish to me.

anyway.. the trip ended and we were all back in school by 5.30pm, i found my sis ( she visited tekong too ) and we had dinner at koufu in school with zak and some of her classmates. then i visited my " KELONG FRIENDS" at their classroom and after that made my way to meet jared while my sis went for tuition, danny went home.

jared, nana, kim and i together with syarafina ( new made friend ) haha, went to hang at bojangles after having dinner at al-ameen. we had a great time talking and all. playing truth or dare. HAHHAHA, *wink
and... then aunty joanna called jared and there it goes....
jared got dragged home by his mom and nana's mom called her and firmly dictated her to go home NOW. we took a few pictures but im too lazy to upload it now.
come to think of it. it was actually my fault to suggest bojangles in the first place. well, we had a good time with our new friend didnt we? <3

goodnight guys. BBQ on fri night.

2010-11-17T01:28:00.002+08:00

okay hi.

5th week of school. and to be honest im actually lagging a little bit.

the O level period is over, now is the A level period. :/ ohwell.

today, i had school as per normal, after that i was on the way home, i bumped into jessica and donna, we chilled at pastamania in cwp and then took my passport picture :) then headed to sche's place. its was legen...

we( tim, mund, bren, sche and at a later part belle) had sarpino's pizza at her place and i OWNED tim's fatass in street fighter! hahaha. we took tons of polariod pictures. and turns out im prettier than sche. haha. i had such a great time i actually forgot about why i was emoing the whole day. thanks guys. <3

...dary!

at about 12plus, my dad picked me up from palm gardens and here i am. i hope that i was able to stay over at her place together with the rest but obviously i cant. :( and brenda's so cute. she ruined my life. thanks a lot okay.
but seriously, i dont know what i should do now. this really sucks. i keep telling myself im not gonna let this bring me down but everydamn time i think about it. i cant help it but to feel depressed and helpless? :/ i know its damn trivial la, but its seriously affecting me!
why why why...

yesterday night i dreamt of her. we were friends, good friends. then suddenly i woke up, the feeling of excitement lasted like 3-4 seconds after i woke up. but soon it was gone and i felt extremely down. dyknow how mornings are supposed to make you feel like its a brand new day? but today morning totally ruined my whole day. maybe until i got to sche's place. <3

:/ goodnight everyone.

2010-11-07T16:59:00.003+08:00

yesterday, i went to a club for the very first time! the people were... nana, jared, kim, syawal, danker, jason, mark, eugene, lexine and eugenia and ian. it was to celebrate nana's 18th birthday.

it all started out well, we were having fun drinking outside, when suddenly we realised danker all drunk and crazy, and at the same time, all of us wanted to go in already. then i have no idea why, danker somehow got hold of a bottle and she just casually flung it behind her. like WTS?! it crashed like ultra loud and thank god among the whole crowd of people buzzing around the place at that time, no one was close when the bacardi bottle landed. seconds later, a group of plain clothes policeman just showed up and fiercely told us to surrender our ICs. =.=

and danker almost stubbed out a cigarette onto a officer's face. the guy that confronted us damn GL man.. anyways... everyone's good mood was rotten and nana started crying. we were all pissed at danker, and she was still going " i am sober! i knew no one was behind me when i threw the bottle! " and.. " yes officer i threw the bottle, i'll pay for it." im like PAY FOR WHAT? she clearly didnt know what she was saying. and still repeatedly proclaim that shes fine. i could see jared and syawal being extremely pissed off. :/

to me, danker made it more memorable for all of us, but in a hard and stupid way.

it has already happened. so... no point.

was fun la, but could've been better, alot better.

here comes another week of school. its gonna be AWESOME!

2010-11-03T22:20:00.002+08:00

yessa i've passed my BTT! and i got full marks. 50/50 super cool! tomorrow imma call mr yeo, ( driving teacher for raymond and danny ) and ask him about the dates and all, but i've yet to get my PDL. okay this is gonna be a fast one.

er... today ali got a mini class BBQ and i joined, bunch of fun people esp bat. hahaaa. and ali's brother farhan was involved in a bike crash. like 3 days ago he crashed. his whole leg is covered in dried blood. ew. and some on the hands and elbow. omg. he was i think at 80km/h at a curve. crazy ass. glad he's alive.

tomorrw after school will be heading to sches place. and on FRI i have no sch but the day is fully packed... morning imma meet my relatives to clean my dad's mother's parents and siblings grave. lim chu kang i guess. then after that to bro jovita's place to help shift things and after that to jared gig in town. and after that a bbq at the night safari at like 1am. AHHA

alright what a boring post. imma back when i have pics and stuffs. bye

2010-10-28T00:36:00.003+08:00

hi. its been a long time.

school has already started. now im in my second semester of year 2 in this 3 year course. current GPA is 3.37. im aiming for a 3.9 this semester. inside secretly hoping for a 4 GPA. haha

okay a lot has happened so far. i feel good about things and all, and feel i have a direction at the moment! today after school, i cycled to RP to pass norfi things and after that i bumped into stephanie! so we watched the rehersal of some performance that is gonna happen tomorrow. it was great. talented. and at night i played soccer with the usual.

tomorrow i have school at 8AM. and im looking forward to it.

i know i've been a jerk. i know its not nice, not cool, not the fairytale ending.
but thats life. people come, people go, they come again, and they go.
im sorry it turned out to be like this. i didnt want it to.
it feels very very wrong, but at the same time i feel better. i feel free and happier.
its not a bad thing. im glad it happened to me.
i've learnt a lot from this, from us. and its a good thing isnt it?
im sorry im so selfish and "cant be bothered" about this whole thing.
im sorry, i really really am.
we can still try, try to be friends but we know its not true. its not gonna be easy nor natural. but i'll do my best.
im about to tear now while typing this. shit, why?
you are a great girl. i swear. i'll never do anything again to hurt you.
i know its unfair, nothing is fair in this world. you have to be strong and ruthless to hack everything that comes in your path and not give up and be all weak when shit hits.
you must do well for your A levels and not let this effect you.
i hate to see you like this. i am sorry.

2010-10-06T12:35:00.005+08:00

hi all! its a wed morning, and both hans and kenneth are still asleep. actually its already in the afternoon. the reason for them to still be drooling away is because... yesterday night we headed down to lan kuai fung to find out how the night life is here. ( not my idea ) hahah, settled down into a bar called " Zinc " and spent the rest of the night there dancing and talking until about 4am in the morning. i know, i know, im not supposed to be doing all things like these, but its just to experience right? the people at the bar are really wild and crazy. met a few friendly people from Germany, Bulgaria and the USA. i didnt drink much accept for a little bit of bailey's while hans and kenneth downed a B-69, B-52, and a temptation. i just watched them do it. ^^

so far, hong kong has been great, i swear. i'll do a summary of it when i get back. hee hee.

going to macau later, looking forward to the manchester united shop. and of course my first time going into a casino. hahha, cant wait.

2010-10-02T13:32:00.003+08:00

hi yall, im using the free internet here in the budget terminal in changi airport! in the budget with kenneth while hans is in terminal 3. we'll meet later at the hong kong airport. :D

i think by the time we settle down in hong kong it will already be like evening? so yeah, one day gone just like that. and i just went into the DFS store, and OMG i got the shock of my life when i saw the prices of the cigs. 10 packs for $23!! thats like $2++ for a single pack!!

had macs just now and now im ultra full. okay thats it. see ya!

2010-10-02T01:14:00.002+08:00

this year i'll be giving night safari's halloween a miss.

hong kong tomorrow.
cant wait to see the man utd shop there.

so long!

2010-09-30T16:13:00.005+08:00

that is stephanie arguing with her mom, after having al-ameen with me for lunch today.

that is peaches, the cutest dog i know.

today is my dad's birthday, 53rd birthday!

2010-09-30T10:44:00.008+08:00

hello world.

its into the 3rd week of my holidays and DAYUM do i enjoy it!

last weekend, i went to tanjung leman of malaysia and took a ferry to one of the kelongs there. i went with my sisters juniors from her course. motion graphers year 2! at first i thought oh shit, so many people i dont know. but it was all good. i made lots of new friends there and had a hell of a time! can you imagine, staying out in the middle of the sea for 3 days. wah best. the new friends i made, like marcus, mathan, junda, el, they are dangerously funny! the girls were very very silent, except for like 2 of them, charmaine and gek han. O.O surprising i can remember names now! the journey wasnt very long, i think total it took us about 4 hours to get there from singapore. at night its damn cold. the cold wind blow like nobody's business. shiok with some chivas and coke plus a sweater and rod. hahaha

other than that we had snorkeling at an island near us, BBQ on the kelong on the 2nd night, the BBQ food has crayfish, stingray, chicken wings, crab, satay and squid. and ohya, meals were provided, breakfast, lunch, dinner, and even supper! :O burp.

there is this other guy i met there, his name is sid. he is just as silent as the girls and he takes FANTASTIC pictures. trust me. during the trip he almost had has camera standby all the time. and the pics turned out to be really really nice :D

and im going to go hong kong this weekend for a week! ciao!

2010-09-15T22:24:00.002+08:00

today i had a great time at ikea with brother jovita, we both had the roast beef with mushroom sauce. yum. and 3 wings each. we walked around and talked and i saw plenty of things that caught my attention, had the urge to redo my room and all with the picture frames and some other things. after that we walked across to giant and its HUGEEE. haha, saw lots of seafood and foodstuffs. other than that, nothing else. i realised ikea is a good place to go and look see look see.

and yes, on the 24, 25, 26.. i'll be in malaysia with my sis, didi and some of her friends for a kelong trip. I SWEAR I CANT WAIT. to take pictures la, suntan a little, make new friends. and of course. FISHING. <3 <3 <3 why this <3 dont come out like the ones in fb. so much nicer. haha

and on 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 and 9.. i'll be in hong kong with hans. haha, this is an extremely last min trip. was only asked by him to follow like one week ago? omg its ONE WEEK eh, plus i cant speak in cantonese! but still cant wait. lodging will be at his place. nice.

okay, tomorrow will be a tiring day helping jeffery out doing the sound systems thingy at pan pacific hotel. kee-ching! must be there by 10.30am. hope i learn a lot.

and sat. WHOO HOO PARTY>

2010-09-15T01:36:00.002+08:00

okay i have been very busy these few days. not the study kind of busy but the fun kind of busy.

i shall start from saturday night. i " sneaked" out at night and had raymond to pick me up from my place to go to lexine's place. some of us were watching movie while others were playing cards and stuffs. so i stayed there from 1am all the way till maybe about 10am? i borrowed joel's shoe and sean's jeans and attended 11am mass just downstairs. haha, i attended with my mom somemore. at first she was ultra pissed but after awhile somehow she simmered down and all was fine. after mass, we all ( family) had lunch at karu's at upper bukit timah road. i swear i love the food there. crazily shiok, and i'll use my hands to eat every time im there :D i K.O-ed the momment i got home as i was so exhausted... and at night worked at night safari.

on monday, i had lunch at my grandma's place. ( cambridge road ) with my dad and food is again fantastic!

and ahmah is so ____ she said to me in chinese " everytime i eat at home, if the food very nice, i'll think to myself, marcus wont get a share of this. then i'll share some food with the roomates lor.. " walau i was shocked to hear that from her. didnt know i was so important to her.

at night, i went prawning with glenn, kenneth and michson. it was damn boring for the first hour an half. but in total it wasnt so bad and we all had a great time. and much bonding with kenneth regarding his amanda. we BBQ-ed and ate the prawns there, we had 2 plates full of prawns :D reached home at 6 and today, i had some sound system training with hans at jeffery's place and after that rushed to night safari to work, was late by like 1hour. okay thats about it, i need to start taking pictures and upload it here. its getting boring....

nightnight.

2010-09-11T02:45:00.002+08:00

YESSSAA finally exams are over! i have one month++ of holiday to enjoy and not think about school.. so let me see, what have i done since the start of my holidays which was 3 days ago? after the last paper i wenta swim with hans and then soccer later on. on thursday, i helped steph paint her room! haha. something different, feels good knowing you played a part in colouring her room. it was alot of fun too :D ^^ and today. its a public holiday, am supposed to call the zoo to ask if they needed help but i had to go to syawal's place because he invited me to his house for hari raye, well i had a good time there with jared, nana, bruce, mark, jason. and everyone. syawal so lucky to have such an open mother. can talk about anything and everything. how cool :/ after going to syawal's place, i headed to turf city for soccer with anthony and emilio and raj, okay we pretty much got whacked there. after that, back to the usual soccer at esso( i accidentally cause benedict to fall. oops.) the plan was to continue to go to nana's place for dinner then play cards at sean's place, but none of that materialised and im quite glad it didnt because i am DRAINED! and it feels good to be drained like that. so i know i can get a good nights sleep without trouble falling asleep and finally i have changed my bedsheet after sucha long time, had quite a few people telling me that my room smells and i figured it my bedsheet. now its great. wakakakaa. tomorrows a saturday. and i have no plans, what happened to planning everyday properly!?

its been a long time since i met brother jovita. cant remember the last time i met him.
and it has also been a long time since i went to fish at pasir ris town park!

okay i gtg. wanted to eat coffee coffee buzz buzz buzz but its quite late already you know... D:

NIGHTNIGHT! <3

2010-09-02T14:39:00.013+08:00

Hallo. whooo hoo. 2 out of 3 exam papers are done. left with one on the 8th of sept. after that i am a FREE MAN! but only for one month. better than nothing! and during that one month im not going to waste time lazing around doing nothing. i will make full use of my time and plan everything nice nice. thank god that the birthday party turned out well and fun! also thank god for the celebration of jared's birthday! all the pics turned out very nice! should upload some here.

i wanna thank everyone that came down and "witnessed" me being 18 finally!

and now, jared's bday celebration

it was all great fun. and....chunk fest is 2 days away!

i plan to rest today, study tomorrow, then chunk fest the next day. i want to swim later ah. i had fast food at least once a day for the past 3 days! omg. what a cow.

2010-08-27T16:51:00.003+08:00

wow. how fast a year passes!

i can still rmb the last 27th aug... how time flies......

i have been studying in starbucks in civic centre since er, 1pm.

did quite abit of berg. more of memorising then understanding. ohwell. i just want to be over exams and start going out. D:

i wanna say thanks to sue and jessica and donna and hui hui and tobias and ivy, thank you guys for the cake on wed night! its so cool. can you imagine you walk into a ben and jerry and the crew are singing happy birthday to its staff. haha. niceeeee. thanks again guys. will upload the pics if i get hold of it.

tomorrow there will be that highly anticipated birthday party at my place. i think its gonna be a big mess. honest. ohwell. i cant do much can i? just try my best to enjoy myself lor.... its my birthday anyway. as what hans always say to me. " AIYA FUCK IT MAN! " i think thats what i should be saying to myself more and more. its a very good advice to a stressed out friend :D

i feel like going back home to swim. later at 8pm imma play soccer with the servers. i enjoy that 2-3 hours of playing time. its great bonding and fun. cant imagine my life without the servers. cannot imagine what i'll be like now, maybe some ahbeng with a tall cap with purple and red hair wearing basketball shorts and slippers with spiked hair with ugly looking tattoos and piercing. haha. who knows? well, im glad i turned out to be who i am now. (:

haha, sarah ann heng is working at starbucks, so poor thing she looks so stressed out and cant even come out to talk to me for awhile without having that fear written all over her face. haha.

i cant go home yet because im waiting for hans to give him berg's notes and for my sis to call me to tell me about tonights plan. :/

i really really cannot wait for exams to be over and to go prawning and fishing again. D:

ciao. happy birthday to me!

i am in misery.

there ain't no other who can comfort me

girl you really got me bad

you really got me bad

2010-08-24T02:48:00.004+08:00

okay. what a day.. today will be a day i will never forget no matter how jialat my memory is.

today i went back to work at ben and jerry's for the first time in 4 months ever since i broke my leg. 4 months is a long long time man.. its a nice feeling esp during the journey there. kept thinking about how it'll turn out and all. wanting to meet everybody there and have fun. cant wait to meet sue and the rest of the crew. also never wear the shirt and cap in so long.

anddd, i studied today in the library with weiqi and terran. had a double mcspicy for lunch. sinful. and while at macs, i saw auntie smth i cant remember her name, shes from my old house 307 neighbour. so cool. she remembers my name. think its my mom good old friend.

well, there were many YOG people at the night safari and i saw this girl and straight away my jaw drop. i thought she was an athlete from china because i saw her with a group of china athletes. turns out that shes from singapore bringing the china people around. she is ultra pretty and cute. i swear... save me. D': now shes my wallpaper. D': i never felt like this before. cannot lose focus, cannot lose focus. exams in one week! D':

okay, imma go off now. its half time of man city vs liverpool.

2010-08-13T12:36:00.008+08:00

hi. fishing on tues night till wed afternoon was ultra tiring and dirty but i love it!

starting with benedict downstiars to pick me up with his bike, we went to find live prawns around woodlands area but they're out of it. so he said he read on the forum that amk hub's ntuc sells live prawn at this timing ( 7.30pm) as well, its worth a try. so we went there and really they still have a whole tank full of live prawns! there was this malay uncle with long hair tending it. i thought he was female la, so embarassing! anyways... we got our live prawn anyway and WHAT A WAY TO GET IT!

upon reaching prtp, we found a good spot and starting fishing, we didnt do that well for the first like 2 hours.. we got no bite at all ah, started to feel abit restless and all, so we decided to go white sands and see what to eat for dinner. in the end we decided on burger king. haha. and finally after 3 times i managed to get a proper whopper from the stupid burger king.

so we sat there and ate while all our fishing stuffs is left at the place. haah, risking it la we... luckily after when we reach back everything still there. phew. so we ran into this guy that helped us alot, he gave us kembong meat and lend us his reel and all. he talk cock so much dont know he as good as he say he is or not. hhaha.

so we started fishing and after the whole thing, total we caught 12 fishes. :D

here are some pictures...

good day :D

going to play soccer now. ciao!

2010-08-10T00:41:00.003+08:00

hello. happy birthday singapore.

i spent my national day at home. all the way. i did some cleaning up of the wardrobe together with my dad and some of my own in my room. im pretty determined to keep my room as clean as possible from now onwards. but there's too many things to relocate and i just dont know where to put them! either throw/ salvation army. anyway....

im watching snakehead's on youtube and all. walau ultra big and nice.. i want to own one of those. its like 10kg la the giant snakehead. can go swimming with it ah. arghh. cannot tahan.
and im going fishing with benedict tomorrow! at prtp. hopefully i can catch something unlike the other time with kenneth and michson which i got nothing at all. bloodey hell. was fun though. haha.

the other day i worked with hans doing this audio thingy with him. it was quite an experience, and a nice workout for my arms. haha. crazy man. didnt expect it to be a NDP dinner!

argh. tired already. bye.. next time..

2010-08-04T01:40:00.004+08:00

omg it has been ultra long since i last posted. always keep forgetting or just cant be bothered or sometimes too lazy.. anyways. imma start from rasche's debut birthday party.

it was ultra fun. and i was scared about the dance part. it was so cool to be in a hotel in singapore. haa, you know.... you always go to hotel overseas. not from your own country! so i chilled in the room with timothy and james, zeyan and of course rasche and one by one, more and more people came and gathered in the room. i only had two dance rehersals la. after that we all had to change up and freshen up and get ready for the paaaarty!

i was seated on the VIP table so cool! the dance was quite fun i just had the " fuck it la" mentality and just dance and shut my mind off other things. but WTH! i dancing halfway, i could see michelle, annabelle, edmund all pointing at me and laughing at me! it kinda affected me a lil bit, but still, the "fuck it la" came through and i finished it all :D after that i felt damn good. screw what you think man! after the dinner and everything, it was like clubbing in there. liqing was the DJ, she wasnt that good. though she looked cool! i chilled in the room after everything and enjoyed palying some gmaes in the room. after that it was all blurry and i cant remember much of it. left the hotel the next morning at 10am. i had fun. thank you rasche! happy birthday!

so..... recently, ohyes, i dumped my oscar into the rosewood pond and i cleaned the tank! replaced the oscar with some fish my dad chose for me, its golden in color with a black spot near the tail, its a barb i think. it looks DAMN nice and relaxing at night, i didnt take a picture of it yet. i will soon.

also. i went to watch katy perry on Eon5 on monday! nice! shes damn crazy la, she used words like " biatch" and she threw cake at the fans! i want to watch Eon5 this coming sunday to see how much they actually cut off from the acutal recording. katy perry even kissed a girl on the lips! that girl damn lucky la. i bet channel 5 wont show that on TV. :/

and lastly. i and so happy that both ANGCHEEK and TOHKJ circuits are working! it was a careless mistake on my part, i mistook the NC and COM on the relay. whatever it is, im damn happy its over... common test is in less then a day's time. uh oh. but its only one paper! i cant wait to finish it and go fishing and kennth and gang!!!

okay im damn sleepy. ciao. sorry for the lack of pictiures. :D

2010-07-20T00:24:00.008+08:00

hi!

today i met brother jovita at bishan at 5.15pm and we took a bus to upper thomson road and had dinner there. we had great chicken rice and then headed to icekimo and had triple scoop, ( i got baileys, belgium chocolate and horlicks with malteses)

after that we still had space for rochor beancurd house. its all damn nice ah. still very full. i have to stop doing this to my body man. haha. give my intestines a break.

and i found TONS of old pictures( soft copy ) its crazily funny! haha

okay. i have an early day tomorrrow. 9am to 6pm. after that going out with my sister.

alright. nightnight.

2010-07-17T14:17:00.004+08:00

okay hi all, have not updated for a long time now...

let me start from the world cup.

spain are the 2010 winners. its the first time they have done it. such a joy to see them do it. i wanted holland to win. lol. okay enough of world cup. make me lose money only....

school has been good so far. i've done quite well for common tests. A for both Math and Aircraft electrical systems. and a 63/100 for microprocessor. hope to get a reasonable GPA this semester.

on thurs(15th) i went fishing with jonathan, kenneth and michson. it was fun, really fun. we caught a total of 7 fishes. 2 ACK 1 red snapper 4 MJ. pity we didnt take any pictures. we fished from 9pm till 4am. nearing 5am we left the place. kenneth sent the rest back before going home. and we had school at 12pm on that day itself. only 2-3 hours of lab work. thats all. after lab the rest went to play soccer and i can only watch. poor thing :( that was how my thurs and fri went.

yesterday, i had dinner with benedict and eugene and scott at burger king, this time i had DOUBLE WHOPPER WITH CHEESE. phewyew weet! damn full, can still feel it now. awww. shiokkkk

okay i think i have to go now, if not i'll oversleep mass tomorrow.

byebye.

2010-07-08T21:23:00.003+08:00

oh wow, what a day. loochs edssim i tpelsrevo. oops. haha, i stayed up to watch germany vs spain. it was an ultra boring match. the only goal came from puyol on the 73rd minute. boring... and for the record. i have NOT won a single ticket ever since the world cup started. should have listened to paul the octopus.

this picture shows him picking serbia to win germany during the group stage.

and by the way this octopus has a 100% record for the 2010 world cup. how cool is that!

the finals will be holland vs spain JUICY.......

my leg feels a lot better already. i can walk like 80% now. although it still looks like im limping all the time. and physiotherapy is a total waste of money. its just getting a professional's view and method of doing the stretches. 30mins and its $50 plus. * shakes head * gonna go for another checkup on monday and hopefully i can totally stop this physiotherapy thing. the aircast is also another total waste of money. sigh.

there'll be this bbq with the servers on the coming saturday. cant wait for it! thank you to all who planned for it!

i wanna go swimming soon. real soon. people are saying im getting fairer and fairer. ew. not nice. okay. got things to do. and mom needs the laptop to learn some microsoft excel. shrugs.

ciao!

2010-07-08T00:24:00.002+08:00

nice show

to choose between a vampire or a werewolf, i'll pick a werewolf.

actually both vamp & wolf got its special abilities. but i'll still pick a werewolf. haha

its 1.54am, while waiting for germany vs spain to start, im studying Microprocessor systems. WOW.

its gonna start real soon. :D

ok ciao!

2010-06-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

Dear lord, i pray that...

shut up you sinner.

2010-06-30T01:58:00.005+08:00

ahhhhh. what a night, i just woke up from a nice nap. its 2am now, haha, waiting for the 2.30am world cup match between spain and portugal. ^^

today, had math common test. not very confident with it after hearing what others say about the answers and all. but should be able to pass i guess. i hope. ohwell. after the test, jonathan, kenneth and i wanted to study in school but wtheck we ended up in kenneth's place and started playing. guitar hero and poker. i won :D

made my way home together with jonathan. its the second time i took the MRT ever since i broke my leg. i am able to walk, but in a very weird manner cause its not fully healed. so i still use to crutches to walk, its way faster too. it was quite an experience taking the MRT, people all giving up their seats for me. how cool is that. haha. but sometimes too crowded right ( like today)

so when i enter only a few people can see me. so in the end no one offered their seats. haha.

ohhh, yes. so many things happened already... wait errr let me think.

1. dad found a job

2. mom also

i dont remember anytime where both my parents are working. maybe i remember abit ah, i think i was primary 1 or 2. and then after that my mom all the way housewife until recently. that means for one year, both my parents not working. and then suddenly, both of them are. ohwell. the only constant is change.

im not done with this post. too tired. next time i guess

ciao!

2010-06-21T02:22:00.002+08:00

whooo hoo.. its 2.25am and im up watching the brazil vs ivory coast. its gonna start very very soon. and in a few hours hopefully i can remove my cast and im quite scared actually. im not sure if i will be able to walk right away. ohwell. hopefully can take off, and can walk normally in a few hours. :D

cant wait la... seriously.

i wont take things for granted anymore :( :( :(

michael and ali are both not in singapore. michael went to genting and ali went to somewhere in malaysia, pahang or smth. just now he even called me and ask if i still using the crutches or not. then he said what he injured his ankle blabla, but in the end, he can still walk eh. no big deal really, i cant wait to swim with them when they come back.

and one more thing, the doctor said i would take around 3-4 months to heal, but wth, its not even 2 months and im going to take it off already. whoo hoo!

when im okay, first thing is clean the oscar tank and release the oscar in to the rosewood pond, then put 8 tomans into the tank. cool!

:D

okay, the match started already. ciao!

2010-06-18T13:55:00.002+08:00

hello all, im very excited that im going to see the doctor on tues. its only 4 days away! the doctor says if it looks good on x-ray on tues, then i can take my cast off and start physiotherapy. how cool is that? i cannot wait to start swimming and doing everything again. now i appreciate little things like taking a glass of water to drink. :)

anyway, i have things lining up for me to do after im okay. and its so much easier to go fishing without the irritating cast. i can walk around freely!

anyway, france lost. what the shit man! waste my time watching them, i thought they were good, i think its the manager's fault. ohwell.

im going to cut my hair again later. and then study.
wish i can go fishing asap.

ciao..

2010-06-11T01:09:00.001+08:00

*shakes head*

2010-06-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

hello.

just finished watching the 9pm show on channel 8. it was the last episode.. :( sad that it ended already. it was quite an ending. haha.
anyways.... imma write down the things im going to do when my leg recovers, i cant wait really. i guess i and the people around me appretiate their legs more now. haha. its true!

1. CLEAR MY ROOM AND TOILET
2. CLEAN OSCAR TANK
3. GO FISHING WITH KENNETH AND DAD
4. HANG OUT WITH EVERYONE AS MUCH AS I CAN
5. SWIM & SOCCER WITH MAM
6. START WORKING
7. GET MY LIFE IN ORDER
8. APPRETIATE MY LEG

ohman i dragged this post for like 4-5hours. i went out to watch tv and left it here and then now... at 12.31am im finishing up this post. lol

ohwell. i cant wait for my leg to be okay. :(

ciao

2010-06-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

okay i decided to update because i have nothing better to do. i cant do much actually. today i went to school for only 2 hours of lab. like what a waste of time and money becuase i took cab back and forth. lab went well and after that i didnt want to go home so early because i felt i needed to stay out more in order to keep myself sane. so i hang around a little bit and watched all my classmates play soccer. the weather was perfect la today.

and being stuck at home sucks. really, at first it was quite nice. i dont have to do anything, and my parents will clear my dishes and everything, it was nice being treated like a king a period of time. anyway, im so bored of staying at home. my leg is getting better and i hope it can be taken off ASAP. :/

alright!! its 12.26am and my dad just got home from USA :D

i hope i can go fishing soon.
i hope i can play soccer and swim soon.
i hope i can idk, whatever.

2010-05-21T00:35:00.002+08:00

before i type anything here, i was asking myself, who reads this? look at the last time anyone left a comment on this blog. :/

thats depressing.

anyway, i'll still be writing down what happens whenever i can. maybe it'll be a good pasttime for myself in the future when im like 20, 30, 40 years old. can read through and see what my mind was like when i was young. lol

currently, i love fishing. i swear. i just love the casting of the bait and waiting for a fish to eat it. and the best part is when the fish gives you a good fight. whoo hoo. the feeling's damn nice.
but of course theres the bad side to it. well, number one, its expensive, not of course unless you fish at the jetty or off the shore, that would be like free, but ultra troublesome.

ohshit, its already 2am, i left to watch tv without completing this post. alamakkkkkkk..

okay bye.

ZzZzZz

2010-05-17T18:16:00.002+08:00

i hate today. i feel so down. i have no idea how to put it into words.
this is one of the times i wish i dont have the cast on , it stops me from going swimming and screaming my lungs out in the water.

i am so curious on how some people can be so carefree.

the thing is i dont even know what is making me so unhappy.
actually i think i know. its how much others already achieved when they are this old, and me stuck here doing what, nothing. stuck stupid with this cast.
so many other things pulling me down.
shakes head. life goes on man.
only joo chai gave me something to smile about. thanks.